AMOUNTSOFTHINGS

cigarettes on the roof
smoke pretending
heavy breath in winter
grasping my neck
how many
miles to when
all you can 
see is ocean 
all around for eva eva
skinny arms 
that hold me
still
heavier than air
take that hat off
walk on the carpet
finding ways
between your toes

comfort like
your old
haircut
in my hands

comfort like
overalls half hooked
over your dark 
back